one more to go

oh yeah~
finished FM2 paper yesterday
still got MIP paper next monday
then i will be on a vacation
sometimes people are very funny
whenever i feel like blogging
my time seems taken up
but whenever i find time to blog
my enthusiasm flies away
so i have not much to share today
currently
i'm so in love with MIP
hopefully i will get what i expect

i love this photo very much
lazy to crop the photo
so please ignore the two gentlemen yea
don't you think the girl in the photo has nice boobs?
AHAHAHA~

我还是好好的

是真的！一切都已成了过去~
不要去想，也别再想
就会没那么难过
我问自己是怎么熬过来的
我也忘了
或许是时间冲淡了吧
突然聊起这件事
那些痛苦的记忆浮现在脑海
想起自己曾经受过的委屈
感觉像是打了一场硬仗
战到最后，没有胜利者，只把大家弄得遍体鳞伤
的确是一种折磨
战争时期，
每个夜里，以泪洗脸
白天，我强忍着泪水
不让它流出来
深怕红红的眼眶
会吓坏周围的人
这一阵子，
或许大家都累了！也闷了！
渐渐地放慢了速度
不想再斗了
挂上休战的旗子
一直抱着乐观角度思想的我
还是会想很多~
尤其是那些不愉快的经历
不过，现在的我，还是好好的~
虽然是带着泪水的微笑......

Game facilitator

'i love the way you looked confident when handling problems, should learn more from you...'
when i read this line, the only one thing i can think of ' =.=! what, are you serious?'
haha~ very funny
how come i didn't even notice about it?
and no one that i know telling me that i look confident...
he barely know who i'm actually
i would say it is just 客套话
maybe he could not think of any words to say to me
i admit that i'm a quite low self esteem person
a very quiet person sometimes especially being around with new people
but i can be quite loud when i'm around people that i'm familiar with
oh yea~i was one of the game facilitators for the ACCA talk...
not of my interest, but i'm doing to help my friend up
however, there is much to improve
eventhough we got the handbook
but we are just so confused about the game
i asked one of the lecturers a stupid question
during the briefing
'what if the students ask us the questions that we dunno how to answer?'
know what he said ?
' all you need to do is telling them, they are the boss, you are the secretary that takes the order from boss~ they are accounting students, they should know how to do, ji gei zap sang la...'
hahaha~
there isn't much of my photos
i hate the camera man!

Speechless

I can't believe what you said to me
last night when we were alone
you threw your hands up
baby you gave up, you gave up

i can't believe how you looked at me
with your James Dean glossy eyes
in your tight jeans with your long hair
and your cigarette stained lies

could we fix you if you broke?
and is your punch line just a joke?

I'll never talk again
oh boy you've left me speechless
you've left me speechless, so speechless

I'll never love again

oh boy you've left me speechless

you're left me speechless, so speechless

I can't believe how you slurred at me
with your half wired broken jaw
you popped my heart seams
on my bubble dreams, bubble dream sa

I can't believe how you looked at me
with your Johnnie Walker eyes
he's gonna get you and after he's through
there's gonna be no love left to rye

and I know that it's complicated
but I'm a loser in love
so baby raise a glass to mend
all the broken hearts
of all my wrecked up friends

I'll never talk again
oh friend you've left me speechless
you've left me speechless, so speechless

Hooow?
Haaaa-ooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

and after all the drinks and bas tha we've been to
would you give it all ip?
could I give it all u for you?

and after all the boys and girls that we've been through
would you give it all up?
could you give it all up?

if I promise to you boy
that I'll never talk again
and I'll never love again
I'll never write a song
won't even sing along

I'll never love again
you've left me speechless
you've left me speechless, so speechless
why you so speechless, so speechless?

will you ever talk again?
oh boy, why you so speechless?
you've left me speechless

some men may follow me
but why you choose 'death and company'
why you so speechless? Oh oh oh

super duper down

ya~ i know i have abandoned it for such a long time
how lazy i am~
and today i feel like posting up something on it
yesterday my family and i attended my cousin sister's wedding party
Max brought along his girlfriend
neither the bride nor the groom, the star of the night but the girl
everyone there was talking about the girl
oh ya~ she is from usci too~
and one of my uncles asked when i'm gonna let them meet my boyfriend
but the thing is i don't even have a boyfriend
from their facial expressions
i knew it~
it was not my fault and i'm not a freak! okay?

thing going even more worse
when a group of brothers and sisters
was chatting...
this idiot said something that would spoil my mood
how come u love to ejek me?
can't u just say something sweet to me?
i know how well my body looks like
i don't need u to remind me
the words from u hurt me so bad
u have no idea how much effort i have been putting on it
u have no rights to jude me
i'm doing it in a healhty way
that's why it takes a longer time
but
if one day i got anorexia nervosa
u are the one should be blame!
i'm not kidding my friend~
u shorty idiot and ur mouth full of shit

now i feel better~
HAHAHAAAHHHH
last but not least, congrats sister Recco~
may u and him be in love always =)

I'm a new Vietnamese Coffee Drinker

when i was a little girl i used to dislike coffee
because many people tell me that coffee isn't good for health
but my preference changes from time to time

whenever i pass by a coffee shop~

i would just wanna stand there for a second and take a deep breath then walk away

the scent from the shop always caught my attention
i love the scent but i wont spend much on coffee

as my house has got some very nice coffee

ya~ since mom back from vietnam

recently vietnamese coffee gives me an unique experience

a glass of hot vietnamese coffee could brighten u up every morning

i could still remeber the very first time i tried this coffee

kinda weird actually

it is so much different from the coffee that i usually drink
i just couldn't explain how but u gonna taste it with ur own tongue

it is so much to make rather than just drink

because it require a coffee filter

the filter is like a small pot, has a chamber for coffee inside and room for hot water

i wonder the why the great person who created this thing so creative one?

it is very simple, yet it works~

vietnamese filter

i hate to wait for the dripping, taking time but it's worth

people usually use condensed milk

but today i use only evaporated milk

without any sweet taste

it's great and smooth

this photo has nothing to do with the coffee

it is just that when i searching the image via google

maybe it is just an ad

but i feel jealous about this sweet coffee drinkers

The arrival of unexpected stuff

it was the day after the day back from trip
seriously extremely exhausted
after being recharged
the next thing i gonna to do..
oh masks
i have stock up some for awhile
like whitening, hydrating, purifiying...
this whole process from purifying to moisturing takes quite a long time
can be very very boring but it's worth

when i come to my table
to open the drawer to look for the masks
usually i see these on the table~

BUT~ BUT~ BUT~

i also see these~

i noticed that there are some unfamiliar stuff on my table

mom intended to buy clinique product like ages ago

but there are always reasons making her not to buy

no matter how hard the promoters trying to sale to her

hehe~

so far Nano White is satisfying me

so i don't think of swicth to a new brand

moreover, the Nano White still have much more to be used

esspecially the facial wash,toner and moisturizer

i just cannot believe that they are on my table

is like welcome me with they warm hands

begging me to try on them

haha

can't wait to try on to see the outcome

but before that i need to finish the old one =)

Finally...

hooray
assignments? done
presentations? done
revision? not started yet
oh no~
gonna start very berry soon
haha
we need to relax after
racking our brain so much
oh great, our paintball game is on thrusday
but we dunno how to get there...
it is just nearby bukit jalil hoki stadium
with a very 'big' signboard
i will not know where exactly Xtion is
until today
after bms lecture
thought of attending brm
but the 3 hours break is too long for me
especially there is no one accompany me
at last, i decided to go Xtion before going home
since i was so free and it is just nearby my house
it is very san ka la
only few people around there
but i'm so excited
just cannot wait to play

my old friends

today, first time ever headed to Sri Petaling
to have brunch before going to ucsi
with my dear sister
seriously
usually we wont because lazy to drive and look for car park
we purposely went there for food
a newly opened restaurant
called Big Mouth
haha
at first i thought Big Mouth from
taiwan invest on it
ya meh? sure not?
heheheeee
of course they dont~
i met two of my old friends today
very pure coincidence
one was celebrating her friend's birthday in big mouth
another one joined ucsi recently
when i saw them, i had this kind of feeling- strange
i see the way they dress and myself
totally different
i was like very casual - t-shirt, shorts and slippers
they put on make up, dress nicely, wear high heels
makes me feel like i'm a beggar~

our 2nd home

spent my weekend at taman midah oldtown
as what chloe said, it has become our 2nd home
yaya...
must speed up
many assignments to work on
the deadline is around the corner
and our progress is quite slow
but we work efficiently and effectively
so... not a big deal actually
haha
after all these assignment have been done
the 1st thing i want to do is shopping
because my wardbrode tells me
it needs some new items to fill it
hehe
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pain~ pain~
my throat is a bit sore these days
i hate and like it at the same time
hahahahhhh
hate the pain
but like the sexy voice
caused by sorethroat
i know i'm a bit siao
but i like it

April, May & June

i've spent lots of money in these two months and
in the following month i'm sure that i'll be spending a lot too
seriously, i will bankrupt soon
there many things to blog
that i have no change to post
so lets have a quick recap:

1. chloe's birthday celebration (though my plan was failed)
2. date with miss octopus
3. buy a pink hair curler
4. grab some make up stuff
5. have a trip to penang
6. dinner at 口味锅
7. mama's day celebration
8. visiting of a naughty niece (fei yan)
9. get a new laptop

how come many of my friends' birthdays fall on april!
almost half portion of my pocket money gone for birthday gifts
I HATE APRIL!

i'm back

it takes a long journey to come to me
stupid tm ppl make me waiting for a month
just to get the line installed
many calls, complaints being made
finally and eventually the line has come
but the netbook...
however, need to thank jin hang so much
how i wish i could have a brother like him
help me gao tim everything
love u~ =)

down down down

after today,
i started worrying about my result of this sem
really sucks... not only cma, bis and fom, i worry the most
because i did very bad for my midterm,
not even half of full marks
and assignment mark not yet been released
i'm scared if i failed...
i really cannot image...
wanna cry also
won't help me to pass
only blame myself how come my paper like that sucks
hopefully i can pass fom
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today, i was like up and down
after finishing my cma paper
decided to leave the hall early
because i couldn't think of any answers for some of the questions
especially the definition part
i went back home straight
and go to sunway pyramid
for the sushi bonanza
thought to eat many many tempura prawn
but they never put on the Kaiten Belt
quite dissatisfied with it
when we walking to the orange zone,
baskin robin is infrony of us
oh ya~ it's a pink day
had a stop at there
yummy yummy ice cream
then watched future x-cops
this movie not bad
at least i laughed
陈建洲 damn funny...
now, i really have to focus on my mot paper
it's my last chance to do better for this sem
goodnight

a friend of mine tell me that
i am a simple person
my emotion can be read from my face directly
he tell me that not to think too much
just take it easy
but some how i think i cannot
it is not like me, love to make myself suffer

days after days
months after months
i thought...
this chapter of your life is over
and my life too
something you should have forgone
begin with a new life that i thought it suppose to be like...
but then,
i realize that this is only my own wishful thinking
but not what u want
that day
i walked down the alley
and i see u
having lunch with the one i hate the most
at the side of alley, eating fish head noodle
i pretended like i was unaware of ur existence
actually i did,
i feel like i come at an awkward time
i would rather i never walk down the alley during that time
you liar!
tell me that there is a clear boundary line between you guys
but yet
u still having lunch with her frequently
because of you feel guilty about her?
and you thick-skinned bitch
how come u never feel ashamed of yourself?

11th March 1990

' if i had to live my life without you near me

the days would all be empty...'

today, once, was a truly memorable day

in my life...

not anymore, not anymore

without this special and memorable occasion

a moment of great sweetness

ruby, rachael & jeff

these 3 ppl might not have even existed in this world

the miss might not have become the mrs.

the mr might have had a lot of freedom

now i can only keep tis my heart deeply

pretending like this has never happened

not even dare to mention it to anyone

because it reminds us the sadness...

this hard for me,

i'm still not able to digest the fact

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To: The Mr. & Mrs.

HAPPY 20TH ANNIVERSARY!!!

Though this is not true...

From

Your Beloved One

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i'm back
everthing goes well during CNY
especially what i'd worried
thank god!
had reunion dinner with Foos
usually we gambling after dinner
or wait to receive angpau from aunties& uncles
but for this year, it's a bit different
Hang introduced a new game
play with playing games
damn interesting
i was so lucky that day
always get good cards
haha~
9 of us sit in a circle
everyone takes a card turn by turn
if u get 1-6 - loser, the amount of beer depends on the number u get
7 - name the countries, loser(who can't name any) drink beer
8 - count the fingers, the number (total of fingers shown) tell the loser
9 - toilet pass（no one can go to toilet without toilet pass if the game is on)
10 - 免死金牌
J - set new rule or delete the current rule (punishment to loser before they can drink beer)
Q - select the one u want to punish
K - kill yourself
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then, the 1st day of CNY
back to pahang after lunch with Foos
at 1st i don't feel like going to pahang
i hate to be there
because of a trouble maker
because of this person
everyone suffers during CNY
but i still have to go, otherwise
i'll be alone celebrating CNY in KL
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feel like taking a space shot ride now!!!

seriously not in a good mood!!!

Make Yourself Home

they love nike

wanna see how students nowaday kill their time in the library?

most of them were sleeping...

making themselves home

instead of studying

in the library

Trying to Keep it Alive

again, it's growing fungi, growing more!
it's been a long time since i last post
feel sorry, for abandoned my blog too long

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A new year began,
feel like time passes damn fast
a new sem started,
seems like i need to start working at dad's shop again...

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for many months i observed,
mostly, tuesday sure raining
it makes me cannot go sri petaling's pasar malam
yesterday was a nice day, i have to admit...
haha
just simply becoz i managed to grab somethg tat i wanted
b4 it's started raining...
then,
we celebrated jacky's 21st birthday
had cake-cutting in Tsim Tung
we had a lot of chatters & laughter,
though not many of us
of course, we do have photo shooting session,
which starfish cannot give a miss

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Days in Star Rfm(Red FM & 988)

DJ Ruby

DJ Jeremy & I

Robert & I

the intern gang

Hui Shian & I

kian, robert, hui shian & I

we & kak ayu, the receptionist

we & Kak Liza

i met some new frens at Star Rfm

but i'm closer with this 3 ppl

since we are from UCSI

we have lunch together almost everyday

crap a lot....

it was our last day at tihs company

so, we brought our own camera

& took some photos with our colleagues

but, due to the countdown event

not many of them stayed in the office

so, i could only take with those(who i would like take photo with) were there

thought to have lunch together with them,

but my manager suddenly asked me to have lunch with her

kinda farewell, i guess

feel bad actually

she treated me again