当家太难

正处于冷战当中... 或许这是我们吵架的方式, 不想吵,也懒得去吵,只希望对方有自我反省能力, 虽说甘愿付出,不计较回报,但还是有不可越过的底线, 很抱歉的, 我未能完全的做到! 再不计较的人也有厌倦的时候...

randomness

I was actually taking a spot check to see if sister stocked up any snack in the cabinet. But it seems like I was the one who stored the food.

 

 

 

 

It was the third time having beef pepperoni pizza from Ciao amd it always taste great! Loving dad for bringing good food home.

 

Mom is not coming back from Australia yet, however, I'm good of taking care of myself since I have gained a kilogram. Seriously need an effective detox plan!  Still looking great though. Miss you mom <3 p="p">

 

 

 

骄骄女篇 - 牢骚记

被调去新店，是幸运或不幸？为了节省开支，太子女也得提扫把干活去... 离开了父亲的地盘，不能像以往那样的放肆。 玉不琢，不成器 ， 人生需要磨炼，但... 还是有放不下架子 ，扯不開面子的时候，有感自己受委屈，骄骄女嘛, 总爱耍性子...

randomness

I just wonder if one day I travel alone, who's gonna take a photo like this for me? XD

To my beloved one

We are born to be stubborn so advices seemed useless sometimes. I hate to say but it is reluctant to let go something that had been holding for such long time, probably might have caused pain that is extremely hard to ease. My friend, I could imagine how it would be, you might be sad all the time, all you can think is the one who ruins your life, and cry all night long. Crying makes you feel better, but don't you think that the one is not worth for your tears?  It is painful at first, sounds like I'm an expert, in fact, I don't! We know that we can't change the fact, so we need to learn how to accept the least favourable ones. But after certain of time, you might realize that the matter is small, not longer important to worry about, open your eyes, there are many awesome things around the world to be explored, but life is too short to be sad, so please stop trapping yourself under the dark shadow! We ought to move on with our life, remember that you are not alone, I will always be with you!

randomness

except “希望自己彻彻底底醉一次”, all the above best describe what I currently do, how I feel like right now, and of course what I wish to do...
how I wish I would never grown up,

be the apple of one's eye,
have no worries of sky falling down
excitement should be part of life,
seriously need some fun,
motivates me to keep on working, working, and working!
If life becomes lifeless
how sad it is...

Having no idea how to say 'No', I see it as my weakness, and I choose not to respond, trying to avoid. If possible, I wish I could runaway! At the same time, it can be very powerful , I hate to admit that ignorance works the best to reject offer sometimes, but it is true. It might be cruel to someone. However, the one who tends to ignore, will feel guilty as well. So, at the end no happy ending~

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有人说，我太容易相信别人...也太容易交心！
我说，待人不是要以最真诚的心吗？

Lifeless Life

After a month of working, I realize that my life has become lifeless. Everyday work, work and work! Time passes super fast, I didn't even notice that I have been sitting in the meeting room for like whole day long. I guess I just need some entertainment, feel like watching movie, but I haven't found my movie partner yet. I am not like someone else who can watch movie alone. Brother has his own life, sister is too busy with her works & assignments, mom doesn't prefer English movie, and I think that most of my friends, who also doing their internship, definitely won't be watching movie at night during weekdays as they need to work on the next day. But Snow White & Huntsman seems not bad, I just wonder if any of my friends wanna be my movie partner...

Gorgeous de Starfish

Once again, I wish you happy birthday.

When I was texting you a message, there were too much I wanna tell So at the end, instead of writing long essay, I wrote you the most simple and common one. I do agree that words are insufficient to describe how glad I am to be blessed with a friend like you, my best friend. If best friends are like sponges, I have four! You are definitely one of them! Sponges absorb eveything you give them includes love, hate, tears & hugs... Thanks for being the sponge of my life <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

with lotsa <3

p/s: Darling, don't envy, you are the sponge too <3 (you know who you are)

A Super Good News to all Hello Kitty Fans!!

I believe a lot of you girls and guys searching around
where to grab for Hello Kitty items in Malaysia for a really
long time…

And today…

Finally… Hello Kitty Malaysia is here..!

They are having pre-launch right now and as a special
pre-launch offer, you can have RM5 voucher and bonuses like
Cute 3D Hello Kitty Model at zero cost. If you don’t believe me
check it out for yourself here, while it’s still available:

==> http://www.hellokittymalaysia.com

This special pre-launch offer is valid only till the launch day,
after which it may be taken off completely. Stop reading this now,
and go to the Hello Kitty Malaysia website and claim all voucher
and bonuses now:

==> http://www.hellokittymalaysia.com

If you’re reading this blog post too late, then you may have missed it.
Don’t leave a comment to complain because there’s nothing I can do.
I DID tell you it’s a limited offer

23.5.2012

I will take a golf learning program soon. I'm so happy when dad says he will pay for  all those fees. My brother, who has become another sport freak, Thursday-badminton, Saturday- jogging + badminton, Sunday- hiking, now he is planning to become a golfer.  So , I definitely will take this opportunity since I don't have to spend my own money for this.
Recently, I play with a lot of numbers. Until today I only know the correct method to calculate loan interest , taking loan is easy but repay it isn't that easy.  Swift might not be my first choice anymore...

So, What I can do for you?

I served a customer with weird attitude today. It was one of the worst customers I ever met. Dealing with people like this. A customer who walked in and asking for wholesale price of soldering tools but taking few quantities. He told me that he have previously bought these at cheaper price compared to the prices I currently quoted him. He refused to show me the receipt of his last purchase and saying that I could give many reasons not to follow the previous prices. He even refused to tell the date of purchase being made. I repeated many time, saying that if he could show me the receipt that have the power to convince me to give him such lower prices, I will definitely allow the discount. But, he was so freaking stubborn and declined to show. I could not really understand why it is so hard for him to provide an evidence, I wonder even the boss of company was not allowed to view the receipt? Why he wanna act so fucking mysteriously? Dealing with people like him, requires me high level of EQ, most of my colleagues also beh tahan him, keep beating around the bush, yet he is willing to buy with the current prices instead of walking out and entering other shops. I said that I could not do anything to help if he insisted. 'Suka hati u la, u mau bagi saya untung lebih banyak, saya tak kisah punya, janji u hapi la...' that is what I can say to him...

Student turning into a vege bird (菜鸟）

I hate to say that my uni life has just ended, officially! I'm now considered as verry berry fresh graduate
I guess I've started missing my uni life,
the lecturers that I dislike so much,
the aunty who always like to create sound pollution,
and of course,
dining in Oldtown (Taman Connaught)
recalling all these things, in four years,
what I have obtained is just a degree certificate,
achieved what my parents really want from me
but what I really want is keeping a gang of TRUE friends,
even though some might turn into evil or bad in the future
but I just don't wanna lose them,
because they are the most precious thing that God ever gave me,
I had such amazing, awesome, precious, memorable moments
with them that I won't be able to forget for one tiny second
I know that we will be keeping in touch after we started working,
on facebook, for sure,
we will act like a stalker quietly obseve what our friend is up for,
I guess this will become one of my future hobbies
I will try NOT to update things about ME much on facebook,
well, I know that I'm kinda naive, think simple ma~
I wanna keep some topics
so that we could have something to talk about
when the time I see them face to face.
Don't laugh at me!
I'm actually putting effort to make thing(keep-in-touch) works!
There some alternatives as well
you can either call, text me, or even write letter to me
to know whether I'm still alive XD
okay, I think puting a fullstop here is just nice,
dragging too long will make you fall asleep.

I wish you all the best in your journey of life! 
Most importantly, never forget that you have a friend called Ruby Foo
who will always support you, mentally XD

Awkwardness

For a moment I feel awkward...

I always think that frozen yogurt

is a kind of ice cream

until last Thursday...

Fortunately Moo Cow can't speak

I'm afraid it will moo at me XD

have to try it one day



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My bloggie is dead, I know it!
It has been awhile since the last update.
So, I guess crapping do count as an update, 
at least my fellow readers know what I've been up to. 
It's kinda busy lately because of many activities going on.
Soon, I will be leaving UCSI,
it's time for me to really look into my future.
Perhaps,I need to spend some 'quality' time to sort things out
and make my direction clear.
To start with, the very first thing that comes into my mind
was going on a vacation,
it would be ideal if I could be a backpacker,
who travels alone or with a mate. 
Darlings, no worries, nothing bad happened to me, 
I'm not a walking dead who is seeking soul or what.
Not a big problem to me as well,
I just wanna see things differently around the world
let me know better what I should go for and what should not,
as well as consider letting go the forever unsolved that I took to heart and whether or not I can change my own weaknesses.
I want a 'NEW' me,
more on mentally instead of only physically changed!
not saying that I'm rich, 
I'm just telling you I desperately need a vacation.
The 10th trip with you doesn't count XD 

From special one♥

It doesn't matter what is inside the parcel,

what actually deeply touched me was the meaning of the lines,

"people who make us happy,

are the charming gardeners,

who make our souls blossom."

let's be thankful for having such a gardener in our life,

who has always been trying to

cheer you up when you are down,

brighten the sky when it's covered with dark clouds,

willing to listen to whatever shit you crap...

hahaha~

♥

p.s.: no worries, my gardener, you will never be forgotten as long as you remember me XD

My Reflection

1. 你有吃早餐的习惯？

    有~~2
   没有~~3
2. 你养过宠物？
   有~~7
   没有~~3
3. 你有工作经验？
   有~~7
   没有~~4


4. 你有好的运动细胞？
   有~~8
   没有~~5


5. 你现在正在减肥？
   是~~9
   不是~~6
6. 你认为看电影一定要吃零食？
   是~~9
   不是~~10


7. 你觉得地球上出现过外星人？
   有~~8
   没有~~11


8. 你曾有过很多恋情？
   是~~12
   不是~~9


9. 你很少看漫画书？
  是~~13
  不是~~10


10. 你到KTV就会唱个不停？
    是~~13
    不是~~14


11. 你喜欢吃三明治？
    喜欢~~14
    不喜欢~~12


12. 你会自创不同的菜式？
    会~~15
    不会~~13


13. 你很会画插画？
    是~~A型
    不是~~B型


14. 你喜欢格子图案？
    喜欢~~C型
    不喜欢~~D型


15. 你很想出国上学？
    是~~E型
    不是F型
16. 你曾参加过某明星的后援会？
    有~~G型
    没有~~H型



结果


【结果】：A型人

不管是熟人还是陌生人，你都会主动与对方交谈，你给人的感觉很活泼也很大方且并不唐突，所以你并不惹人讨厌，你给人的第一个印象不错，你的思维过于活跃，所以身边总是很多朋友，但知心的并没有几个，你太贪玩，表面看似和谁都能相约吃饭，逛街，做一些亲密的事，这样会让你真正的好朋友怀疑到底与你之间的友谊是哪种，对方可能不能确定与你要好的程度，而如果对方又是不喜欢表达的人，这种情绪会越积越多，到最后不可负荷时，爆发出来，可能受伤的反而是你。所以注意一下自己的表现，你应该对不管是友情还是其他感情，都有鲜明的态度，这样才不会有不必要的误会和遗憾。

【结果】：B型人
有你在的地方一定有欢笑，你善良，调皮，任性，霸道与贴心。你看起来活泼好动，但实际内心深处，你有些自卑而自负，你希望自己能把事情做到最好，你很在乎别人对你的评价，你的性格像小孩，单纯直接，情绪化，喜怒哀乐写在脸上，你没有心机，但也缺少些自我保护的能力，你表面看来很容易相处，但想要走进你的内心世界其实并不容易，你需要人家的鼓励，包容，宠爱和肯定，其实你也常常自我反省，你希望自己能做到起码80%的完美，但你似乎没那个毅力，所以你的情绪变化无常，一定是被这些因素困扰的。

【结果】：C型人
你是择善固执的坚持派，有人与你聊天，你可以天马星空的聊，但你不会主动找对方聊天。你很有原则也很被动，你总是习惯呆在自己的世界里，你在朋友的眼里是比较难深交的人，大家感觉你和人交往，总是点到为止，你心里的那片天地不对外开放，也很保护自己的私隐。
【结果】：D型人
你是积极努力认真派，你对自己要求很高，但一旦遇到和你脾气相似的人，你们就很有惺惺相惜的感觉，因而相谈甚欢。你虽然表面看起来有些严肃，但是其实你单纯善良，你的想法总是积极的，你有很强的自我调节能力，所以即使你遇到苦难，也能很好的处理，你在朋友是最乖的朋友，因为当你真心喜欢一个人的时候，你的贴心和用心会不自然的流露出来，你个朋友的关系看似平淡，但其实双方心里的挂念，彼此都知道。


【结果】：E型人
你开朗没心机，你对朋友很大方，也很周到你很舍得在朋友身上花钱，你看起来漫不经心，实际上你做事很有条理。一旦你要做，就会做得很快，可是往往你懒于去做，你很喜欢说话，你喜欢与别人交流意见，尤其是自己了解的事，你比较好强，可是那种好强并没给他人带来困扰。


【结果】：F型人
你的废话不多，你喜欢观察，不管是人还是事物，你的心思慎密，眼光独到，你总能看出别人看不出的细节，你做事很有计划，这让朋友和你相处起来十分安心，因为你不仅把自己处理得很稳妥，空闲时，还能帮朋友做一些小事，你能掌握别人的想法，你的观点总是比较有建材，也很特别，你很理智和现实，你不喜欢天马行空的乱想，你觉得那样没意义。


【结果】：G型人
你不喜欢想得太远，只要眼下快乐就好，你没什么想像力，你每天关心的是今天要做什么，怎么做。你的生活很简单，正常吃，喝，睡，闷了找人聊点无关要紧的事情，把事情打发走。你对生活中的快乐与烦恼看得很开，你是个很容易满足的人。


【结果】：H型人
你是和善亲切自然派，你生性豪爽，在你心里没什么过不去的事！你不自卑，不自负也不自私，人生对你而言跟玩似的，困难和不安到你那里，很快就消失，朋友与你一起很舒服，看起来对什么都不在乎的你，会把这种无所谓带给朋友，让对方也能很快走出低痱的情绪。


Took the personality above last night. I found it's accuraccy is super duper high, this is because it truly and fully explained who I was. When I was reading the lines, I kept on saying "Yes, it's true about me!" . I always do self-reflecting, on how I deal with people, handle emotion, and get things done. I feel that I'm too simple and naive , people can always gain my trust easily, because I always believe that friends, (even those who I'm not closer to) never tell lies when there has been a question. But, it's seem's like this idea is wrong. It's hard to digest, ashock to me when I found it out. I can't be mad at him/her, because he or she has the right not to tell me the truth. If this happens, I know what is the position you place me at....

A Little Gorgeous

Okay, I admit that I'm kinda narcissistic sometimes.

I guess someone might feel unhappy when seeing this post.

I just wanna share my happiness with my lovely fans =D

Last weekend, I attended annual dinner of my dad's company.

It was a great night for me, because of many nice compliments I've ever received.

Those people who only see me once a year, could hardly recognize me. For a moment, I felt awkward. I was thinking how could these people couldn't regconize who I am when I look super like my dad, especially when I smile, bright like SUNSHINE XD

Although it is kinda small, I suppose you can see how pretty I was from the photo lol

Some people even asked me where I get the heels from.

I said it was a CNY gift from cupid~ haha~

CupidLow, thanks so much <3

The future bosses were discussing ways to get many angpaos XD

The best way is to be seated and wait the angpaos to come

somehow it works!

The magician of the night.

Dude, credits to you for the great performance!

It's too bad I didn't have the chance to be your assistance =(

After some glasses of wine & whisky, my whole body turned red. It's one of the sign of allergy for alcohol intolerant. Fortunately, I've found drugs to get rid of this lately. haha~ so that I won't be scratching my whole body when I sleep.

Like this photo pretty much.

因为我...就想赖着你

I'm just the only one into it

My mood swings up and down lately. I wonder what was wrong with me, it was not a serious matter at all, but I was too serious about it. Now, I regret for what I have said, I should have treated it as a joke, keep blaming myself  how could those words come out from my mouth.
Perhaps, I just born this way. A simple person, who thinks simple, goes simple, acts simple. It just happened naturally, difficult to control my mind. I do admit that I was not good at handling my emotion. I did not mean to be emotional or rude to anyone, I apologize for my childdish act. 
To be frank, it really sounded so harsh for me that time, kinda pissing me off. I just wanted to express my feeling towards the matter and I seriously meant it. I am not a material of phychologist, guessing game will  only makes me tired. Sorry guys, I'm just another freak!