Thursday, March 25, 2010

a friend of mine tell me that
i am a simple person
my emotion can be read from my face directly
he tell me that not to think too much
just take it easy
but some how i think i cannot
it is not like me, love to make myself suffer

days after days
months after months
i thought...
this chapter of your life is over
and my life too
something you should have forgone
begin with a new life that i thought it suppose to be like...
but then,
i realize that this is only my own wishful thinking
but not what u want
that day
i walked down the alley
and i see u
having lunch with the one i hate the most
at the side of alley, eating fish head noodle
i pretended like i was unaware of ur existence
actually i did,
i feel like i come at an awkward time
i would rather i never walk down the alley during that time
you liar!
tell me that there is a clear boundary line between you guys
but yet
u still having lunch with her frequently
because of you feel guilty about her?
and you thick-skinned bitch
how come u never feel ashamed of yourself?

Thursday, March 11, 2010




11th March 1990

' if i had to live my life without you near me
the days would all be empty...'
today, once, was a truly memorable day
in my life...
not anymore, not anymore
without this special and memorable occasion
a moment of great sweetness
ruby, rachael & jeff
these 3 ppl might not have even existed in this world
the miss might not have become the mrs.
the mr might have had a lot of freedom
now i can only keep tis my heart deeply
pretending like this has never happened
not even dare to mention it to anyone
because it reminds us the sadness...
this hard for me,
i'm still not able to digest the fact
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To: The Mr. & Mrs.
HAPPY 20TH ANNIVERSARY!!!

Though this is not true...

From

Your Beloved One

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