朋友。我永远祝福你... ...

翻开跟随我多年的记事本
记载的
大多数都是自己的负面情绪
羡慕那些我所得不到的
妒忌那些被上天眷顾的
觉得自己常常受委屈
很无助也无可奈何
找不到一个
能够完全了解我的人
或是诉苦的对象
常常抱怨着上天待我不公
所以我很不快乐
但~回头想一想
其实活得比我痛苦的人还多
而我只是个满足不了自己的欲望
在发牢骚，真是不成熟的我！
看见一位朋友
活在水深火热当中
伪装自己，同时也封锁着自己
不让任何人进入自己的真实世界！
只剩下没灵魂的驱壳
有如横尸走肉似的
我的心更痛了！
我好想为这位朋友哭~
也好想紧紧地拥抱着这位朋友
或许我的朋友会好过些，
我真的很不够朋友！
朋友有困难，但我却爱默能助~~
只能献上我的祝福~~

Sick Cat

cough cough cough~~

Ruby is currently a cat... A sick cat! She wishes that she could get both her lungs out, get washed and cleansed, the placed back into her body. She would also want to get her throat flushed with fluid that could relieve her pain. Hopefully runny nose is not making any visit at this moment. Just a short update, Ruby's top fans~ more will come after she recovered.

can see my blink blink earring?

Song that I recently listen to

严爵-又不是这样就不孤独
爱那么多伤害更多
做那么多寂寞更多
我以为你就是结果
以为温柔就不痛 我错了
话都说了心也缩了
灵魂掏了梦也塌了
如果不能让你懂得
不能让你快乐 那么我放了
我还给你自由
趁我现在还能够 感同身受
谁让最爱你的人是我

有爱又有什么用处
又不是这样就不孤独
还是那么输
又在你的世界荒芜
留下来也没有前途
不如我们曾那么幸福

我在沉默你在沉重
我在失落你在失重
我们不再喜欢迁就
现在喜欢追究 最后我懂了
我还给你自由
趁我现在还能够 感同身受
谁让最爱你的人是我

有爱又有什么用处
又不是这样就不孤独
还是那么输
留下来有什么帮助
又不是这样就不孤独
我们曾那么幸福

泪在回忆挣扎 泪为遗憾蒸发
我许下的天堂 你不要的天堂
我 我无法承受 你红了眼眶

有爱又有什么用处
又不是这样就不孤独
还是那么输
留下来有什么帮助
又不是这样就不孤独
我们曾那么幸福

Song that I recently listen to

杨丞琳- 我们都傻
计算着温柔陌生的多少别离
当我思念的心 泛滥的时候
看着你的样子 是你在伤心
揪心的是 我的离开

倔强的以为我真的能改变你
看你装无辜的眼神 我很窒息
难道你没有看见 看见我对你的好
还是你忘了那些数不清的爱情轨迹

你说我傻 傻在爱上只懂爱自己的人
我说你傻 傻在爱他你的眼睛骗不了人
我们都傻 傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出
还在期待会有奇迹出现

你说我傻 傻在爱上没有感情的分身
我说你傻 傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻 傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿意放弃天真
还在期待会有奇迹出现

谁没有为爱做过傻事
继续温习我会 讽刺也无所谓
我说我傻 傻在爱上没有感情的分身
你说你傻 傻在爱他就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻 傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿意放弃天真
还在期待会有奇迹出现
还在期待会有奇迹出现

Crapsss

Last week...
I was a 'LITTLE BIT' busy.
mom and little Mr. Foo had a trip to Sabah.

I even skipped my Service Marketing tutorial last week due to personal reason. If I study abroad, I get home sick; What if My Mom is on vacation? Mama sick? Haha~ I know it sounds so funny, but it's true! I can't imagine how my life would be without my mom... I was super duper down during that week, one of the reasons was that I need to do household chores. I won't say much about it but it such a HEAVY workload when you doing it ALL ALONE. Now I understand being a mama + housewife isn't that easy as this requires you to work 24 hours a day. I lost my appetite when she wasn't with me, I have no idea what to have for lunch and dinner eventhough I know how to cook. I almost made calls everyday and kacau her, just to seek for her attention. I'm just a little bit childish =)



A little message to some people,
Don't question whether you are wasting time on something that you put your effort and heart into, because what needs to be seen will be seen! I do believe in that! You only see what you put in and ignore the fact that others also did the same thing that you did as well . Please stop making complaints about it before you see what you need to see!