Monday, March 28, 2011

亲爱的

把屋子卖掉,不舍得!
把屋子租掉,很麻烦!
把屋子丢空,很快久!
所以伟大的主人被牺牲了
把自己搬进屋子里~
我只能说这家的主人太“伟大”了
应该觉得很荒谬吧?
但这些话确实是从某人的口出
对我而言这只是个烂借口
这家伙真的很能演!
骗了所有的观众,
但不笨的我没上当!
因为太像他,所以了解他
旁人的劝告听不了,
家人的苦心看不见。
尽管再怎么感动,
他还是无动于衷。
所以我选择放弃,
不做无谓的牺牲。
因为我长大了
思想变成熟了
不会闹别扭
更不会生气
去吧!去做你想做的!
别怕我难过,
因为你从没让我好过!

Monday, March 21, 2011

梦。碎了

生活在忙碌当中,
时间渐渐地逝去...
现在的我,
还在原步踏地。
虽然事隔已久,
来得慢去得快。

命中注定吗?
我仍然在想,
我无法接受,
也无可奈何。
近来还好吗?
应该很好吧!
而我......

留下眼泪不值得,
强颜欢笑很痛苦。
很想要放纵自己,
但还是被制住了。
表面假装不在乎,
其实心里很在意。
压抑自己的情绪,
快把自己逼疯了!

如果......
时间能够倒流,
没有令人失望的决定,
现在,会有所不同吗?

多希望能再赌多一把,
结局,会是我要的吗?
可惜,我没筹码下注~

脆弱!

Thursday, March 17, 2011

I'm too obsessed with it! Horoscope tells me to believe my intuition, is like giving me a hope. Somehow I know we cannot rely too much on horoscope. What if the 'it' never come into the way that I want? This will only make me depressed and gone mad! Going to fix my antenna soon, so that I won't get the wrong signal!
"Wake up, Ruby!
Otherwise I will slap you 99!"

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Beautiful Nightmare

We went to UCSI North Wing for swimming after having our International Business assignment discussion at our second home last night.Since they need more practices,I was so 'lonely', I joined them, otherwise I would be staying at home alone for quite a long hours. I like swimming since I was a kid. My family and I used to swim at Bukit Jalil Golf Club almost every weekend. That is one of the reasons why I have tanned skin,but I didn't quit because that. When I'd become older and older, I hate swimming badly. It caused my hair damaged and fizzy. Another reason is that, I don't look good in swimwear as you know I don't have a nice body figure. Hence, I've stopped for many years. But I'm fine with it now. We're having fun last night. There many crocodiles in the pool. I wasn't affraid to swim with them because they won't bite anyone. Haha~ I think I won't be going too often as it isn't good for my hair. We had dinner at about 10pm at Tai Ka Foon. Sigh! Having too much meat at night time, really not good for health! can't achieve my target liao! I guess I was too exhausted after the exercise, I fell asleep very quickly. Didn't have nightmare although I was alone like some people who might have. BTW,I had a sweet dream last night. I won't tell what is that about, because it will make you ROFL. How I wish the dream could come true! haihz~ miracle seldom happen to me!

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Future L@@K

Thought of changing new hairstyle recently, but no $$~ haihz... so probably 2 months later only decide if I wanted to change. However, there is someone who would like to sponsor it. I think the someone cannot tahan my untied long messy hair haha~ I really have no idea what to do with my hair. I either will go for rebonding or perm, won't become shorter for quite a while.


these are some of my favourite hairstyle

feel like taking a try...

(1)

which one do you think is most suitable for me?

(2)
this?

(3)


this?
(4)


or this?
(5)



or keep it to original nicer?


but most probably I will go for either (3) or (5).

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

An old friend

Miss Ruby has too much to share but she doesn't know how to put into words
when and where to start with as her blog mojo isn't out there.
Last saturday she attended an old friend's birthday party, who she hasn't seen since she'd moved from pandan indah to bukit jalil. Her friend was so surprised and yelled with excitment when she appeared, because her friend never expect her to come that night. She was so shocked because everyone was staring at her that made her feel uncomfortable. The party was quite boring. There was too many unfamiliar faces, she didn't know who to talk to, so just keep cooking her bb and her sister cooking apple till 11pm then it's time to fetch Little Mr. Foo up. Before leaving, her old friend gave her a big hug, made her feel like crying, but she didn't. But she knows that in the heart of her friend, regardless of the time they spent together there is always a place for her. She's glad! one thing very funny, her friend even offered her a part time job, a part timer tutor! Do you think she can handle it?